Hai der! iz me again... no food today... oh oh except for air heads & cadbury chocolate digestives! nom nom nom ;P signed up for english tuition as well, so all that's left is Math and maybe chem/physics... 24 days left and counting.. song of the moment
This Boy
This boy wants to play There's no time left today It's a shame coz he has to go home This boy's got to work, got to sweat Just to pay what he gets to get left all alone
Let's step outside Let's go for a ride just for a while No we won't get caught Well that's what I thought until we cried
I'm still here But it hasn't been easy I'm sure That you had your reasons I'm scared Of all this emotion For years I've been holding it down For years I've been holding it down
This girl tries her best every day But it's all gone to waste Coz there's no one around This girl she can draw she can paint Likes to dance she can skate Now she don't make a sound
We'll play in the park until it's too dark for us to see Well we'll make our way home With mud on our clothes She won't be pleased
I'm still here but it hasn't been easy im sure that you had your reasons im scared of all this emotion for years i've been holding is down
And I'd love to forgive and forget So I'll try to put all this behind us Just know that my arms are wide open The older I get the more than I know Well it's time to let this go
I got to let it go I got to let it go I got to let it go I got to let it go
I'm still here but it hasn't been easy im sure that you had your reasons im scared of all this emotion for years i've been holding is down
And I'd love to forgive and forget So I'll try to put all this behind us Just know that my arms are wide open The older I get the more than I know Well it's time to let this go
xx signed off at 6:19 PM
UPDATE: Saturday FAMILY MEETING
So we had a family meeting today during dinner time, I was the first to get the feedback, Points to take note of: 1.) SPEAK UP! (or rather stop speaking so softly, no one can hear ya, and sounds like you're mumbling to yourself half the time) 2.) Stop being a scatterbrain and don't put things of till the last minute. 3.) if you put 100%+ effort into things you'd achieve at least a 99% or more overkill. so buck up, yo 4.)Manage your $ well, stop being so imprudent about money when you haven't even worked a day of a real office-job, kay?(rather churl then be a miser) So yeah, mmkay. What i get from all this is that, maybe, just maybe, I have to re-evaluate myself. Hah, what a laugh, I mean I DEFINITELY have to rethink myself and see how i can improve, i mean it's my last year in 'high school' so in about 4-5 years i may have to join the workforce and I'd be LEGAL I'm going to have to take responsibility for myself and manage my own life. soooo..erm, yeaaah anywho
moving on It was then funeesa's turn and well her feedback was basically to 1.) Fix her posture as it affects your growth. (fo'shizzle! the shape of your spine will change if you don't watch out! 2.) BE AGRESSIVE, BE - BE - AGRESSIVE!! woot woot! oh wait actually it's DON"T be agressive, tone down a little and you should be fine, oh deary...hurhur)
next up Justin 1.) cut down on ur txt msg-ing man! 200 max, yo (y'know it cud b btr 4 u, cuz then u'd hav more time fo ur sch wk rite? 2.) take constructive criticism more seriously, like actually listen to it and THINK about it,because sometimes your cheery-laid back attitude may come across as heedless/a nonchalant feeling
AND SOME POINTS that we ALL have to take note of is 1.) STOP BEING CYBER-ADDICTS! (SERIOUSLY)
okay this is getting ridiculous as it's taken more than an hour, so i'm ouuut, peace
xx signed off at 3:35 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
25 days left to school..making a big hoo-ha about nothing
Pretz,Polvorón(Cashew & Cookies n' Cream flavoured) mmm..
and SOMEBODY going absolutely gaga every second of the day haha sometimes i just stop and wonder where does she get all this hype,energy and happiness from! haha a bundle of joy and sunshine with a sprinkling of 'smarties' and discipline is what she is! sigh* one month of summer holidays has gone by and here's a checklist of what i've done:
1.) Got a job. (5 days only though, started near the end of the month)
2.) Got a hair cut. ( hair grew right out though...;-;)
3.) Got christmas/birthday presents for ppl. (more like getting, still trying to figure out what the perfect gift
would be)
4.) Did MOST of my sch work.
5.) Called a friend that i thought i lost contact with. (you know who you are! neha, missed you guys ;c)
